It’s been a year now since we saw each other. You know we've spent so much of our lives together and I’v always felt that those years of my life will never leave me…all the things we've shared will be in my heart as long as I live. Truth is, contrary to what you've been thinking, there is no pain anymore. I’ve found peace, finally. I have accepted it already that God made it happen for us. Not that I didn't suffer at all, but you know me, more than anyone else, you know how strong I am. You probably don’t have any idea how it felt to die a hundred times, believe me, you don’t wanna go through that. I have stayed with you for so long and I have forgiven your fooling around over the years. I have been on YOUR side constantly, defending you from the people who made you look bad. I have defended and I fought for you and I didn't want to stop believing in you, in us…but bad things happen to good plans.
All the time that we have been together, you have been busy fooling around . Even if it was painful on my part, I trusted you, believing somehow that someday, you’ll change but you’ll probably never gonna change. Your being two-timer is incurable. Last time that we were together, I knew it was goodbye forever. We sure had lots of happy times but our love is not just meant to be. I shall not wait for you to come back because I wouldn’t wanna live in hell with you again. I have stopped loving you a long time ago. It’s all over and guess what, I don’t feel bad at all. I could even look at you in the eye and say right in front of your face that I do not love you anymore…and probably don’t care about you even if you die in a car accident. Ok, that’s too harsh, I don’t really mean it. I still do care but not as much as what I used to share with you before.
You were the only one for me, for such a long time. My eyes were all set on you alone. I loved you for the longest time. Despite my being faithful, loyal, understanding and loving, you still have broken my heart into pieces. I’ve given you CHANCES and yet all I got in return was more pain and agony. I don’t deserve that. Anyway, I’m trying to get what I can to spend time with some people who’ve been part of my life which includes catching up with people I’ve lost touch with through the years because I have prioritized you.
I hope you finally find your happiness because I have found mine. In fact, I am having the best days of my life ever…WITHOUT YOU. And I wish you and your someone else, a bad luck! I am not bitter. I’m just merely saying that I think you deserve to suffer too. Ok, that’s too harsh again. . I leave it all up to God. I still believe that what goes around comes around. I’d like to thank you, still, for breaking my heart again and again because you made me feel how it is to die so I can fully appreciate how it is to be alive and whole again.
